Suspended in God's Grace

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

We found out today that our embryo is in heaven. This marks yet another year of empty arms and broken hearts. This year ended just like it started, in total grief.

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UnknownDecember 30, 2009 at 6:00 PM
Oh, Noelle... I'm so sorry. Will be praying continuously for you and Mike.
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Mike and SarahDecember 30, 2009 at 7:31 PM
I am so sorry. What sad news. As always, I will continue to pray for you guys.
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The Broken Road

6/4/05: Married!
12/05: Stop BCP
6/06: Officially TTC
10/07: Original BW and SA - normal
3/08: Consult with OBGYN, painful AF's.
5/08: LAP to remove cysts. Dx: stage IV endo.
8/08: HSG performed, all clear.
11/08: RE #1. Wants to start with Clomid and IUI. IUI Canceled due to cysts. BCP instead
12/08: 2nd IUI attempt. Canceled, FSH too high, 31.7. Dx Diminished Ovarian Reserve. RE says less than 1% chance of conceiving, even with IVF. Suggests donor egg.
1/09 - 8/09: spend months in depression and grief. Research high FSH. find that many women successful with IVF and natural conception. All hope is not lost!
8/09: RE #2 willing to cycle us. PRAISE GOD! BCP for one month b/c of cyst. On the road to IVF #1.
10/09: IVF #1. Get through stims. canceled, only 1 follicle. IUI instead.
12/09: IVF #2. Two follies, 1 egg, 1 embryo transferred. BFN. 1 embryo in heaven.
4/10: attend our first adoption meeting. Not encouraging.
5/10: Consult with RE #3 due to our move. Discourages us from trying IVF again.